Well after what can only be described as the worst week ever we are finally coming to terms with things. My uni courses have been deffered for a year, as have John’s. We had no choice there our minds could not cope. With my daughter not sleeping it means we don’t sleep. The added stress of her not eating doesn’t help either. I think she is slowly processing things but she is still boggled. We have of course appealed, we are awaiting a date and paperwork through. Finding a new school will prove complicated as it has to be residential and be able to cope with my daughters complex needs. Not an easy task. In the meantime Christmas is coming my favourite time of year, I need to put decorations up I just wish I wasn’t hurting so much. And of course nearly time to cook my yummy ham. Christmas also brings me back to jibjab and the many funny vids I can insert our faces into lol.