Well here we go after all the stress I have been under and still am under, the pain and numerous other things I had my rheumatolgy appointment today. These are regular because of my Sjögren’s but my GP asked me to be seen earlier than my yearly appts. The first time for these symptoms were watch and wait but today I was Diagnosed with Fibromyalgia apparently there is a lot of cross overs with auto immune disorders so it is no surprise. She wants me to try Hydroxychloroquine for the Sjögren’s but doesn’t want me to try new meds for the Fibromyalgia yet as she won’t know which is working. Which makes sense. I still have my pain meds too. She also wants me to get counselling because of the depression and fibro that I have. Good luck on the nhs I said.
Because of all the stress I have been under as some may know I had to defer my uni courses this year. Probably a good thing now I know what is actually wrong. It has brought me back to an old love though WoW and new friends and of course my guild Giggles Ink.
It may not be brilliant to hide in a game but for a short while it takes my mind off of things and I am among friends. I now have an alt army again yay horde. My faves of course being monk shaman and warlock but I have soooo many more as well. I am loving the garrisons and am getting to 100 slowly on a few. Because I love being a healer but am petrified of instances I will heal bg’s at 100 🙂
And so again you see,
I have not slept, of that I’m certain,
My eyes so droopy now,
Just as the sun peeks through the curtain,
What is a brain to do,
when sleep eludes its grasp,
when all around dream soundly,
how I wish their dreams I could clasp.
It’s a pants poem but I am tired lack of sleep tends to make me write rubbish but I was staring at the page so figured why now lol.
Yep that is me…. my body is hurting no matter how I lay which is seriously not helping. I am hoping to get some good news today but just incase I don’t my brain is working overtime. So I lay here listening to my dog and my husband snoring. It really can be amusing when they get in rythm.
I suppose I should sort the christmas decorations out later today. Usually I am all over it I am just so exhausted. Maybe I should try coffee again in the morning. I don’t like it thats why I dont drink it… plus I would prob end up like this lol.
Well after what can only be described as the worst week ever we are finally coming to terms with things. My uni courses have been deffered for a year, as have John’s. We had no choice there our minds could not cope. With my daughter not sleeping it means we don’t sleep. The added stress of her not eating doesn’t help either. I think she is slowly processing things but she is still boggled. We have of course appealed, we are awaiting a date and paperwork through. Finding a new school will prove complicated as it has to be residential and be able to cope with my daughters complex needs. Not an easy task. In the meantime Christmas is coming my favourite time of year, I need to put decorations up I just wish I wasn’t hurting so much. And of course nearly time to cook my yummy ham. Christmas also brings me back to jibjab and the many funny vids I can insert our faces into lol.