Well it is now mid August, we go away next week and come back on the 8th of September, it would be great if I had my Creative writing module books to take away with me but I find this unlikely. I have signed up for full time this year which means A105 a level 1 course and A215 my creative writing course, obviously I need and want to get good grades in the Creative writing course and I am really crossing fingers for this. As long as i get a pass in the lvl 1 module I am ok… this is one of the reasons I will not do 2 level 2/3 modules together. I really wanted to do the Childrens literature module but it is being discontinued before I will get the chance, this makes me not so happy.
My thoughts on doing 2 modules are a little scary and I am becoming a bit stressed, with creative writing I am thinking can I write? What if I am crap? What if people laugh? What if I am not good enough? Will people like my style of writing? HELPPPPPPP!!!!!!!!! It scares me to think my tutor will be pissing him/herself at my efforts same as others. I seem to be full of doubt at the moment.
I am not the most organised person in fact I am very unorganised I think I will really need to get my butt into gear. I usually sit down in front of the computer poised to write a marvel in essay writing and this happens.
I do have some games to play for winding down in between also of course my tv box sets to watch, at the moment it is Castle, I do like Nathan Fillion. I am actually quite happy I am usually an insomniac, i suffered badly last year this summer after the course finished I managed to sleep a little better not great but better. I am sooo dreading getting back into the horrible circle of no sleep no ability to work…. this is me…. We will see though.